Thursday, March 24, 2011

thanks to allah



ya Allah ya tuhan ku
aku bersyukur atas rezeki yg tidak pernah putus kau berikan kepada ku ~
alhamdulillah


btol uh ..
everytime something happen kt aku pasal duet ..
msty aku dpt bnde double dri uh ..


means law that day aku blnje owg or tlg org
nnty aku dpt gmjran lebey dri ap yg aku bgi


atau uns .. means mcm ary ni
aku nye wet ilang ..
tuh ah .. blsan coz pagi² dah kutok² mk aku an
so wet ilang uh .. pdn muke aku ..
skali ..
time rehat
cikgu wafi lak blnje aku ..
dpt blek wet aku ..
ilang rm10 .. cikgu blnje pon rm10 ..
huhuh ~
emg terbaek lohh cikgu wafi !
tenx a lots cikgu !
later i plak blnje u keyh ^_^

Thursday, March 17, 2011

i do love my mum :)

mum , yesterday u said to me that u'll go KL for few days right ?
n yesterday i dont want to sleep coz i dont want to mis ur flight
but when i wake up this morning 
i go to ur room , n ur gone 
i ask my brother , did u already go ?
i hope the answer is not yet
but he said , yes !


mum , everyday .. when i wake up 
u're the first person i saw 
but today , not u !
why my heart so heavy today mum
do i miss u ?
why ? why ?
yesterday when u told me to go 
im so happy coz i free to do whatever i want 
not hear ur nagging


but why mum ?
urmmm ...


mungkin ini lah prasaan nye bile mak tak ada 
dlu aku rase aku boleh hidup klau mak tak de
but now ?
no way ! 
aku rase hidup aku tak de makne nye
iloveyou mum 
i dont want to lose u mum


-tlg lah masa b'lalu lh dengan cepat !

i love him !!



HAHA !
ta ta lhh cmne idop aku law ta de die ..
ngee ..


kami gile same² 
happy same²
nanges same²
sume same²


gado cmne pon kami
aku takan give up cm tu je
takan jdik bdow tok kali ke 2
takan lepas kan kbhgian dpn mate krane setan dlm dri
takan buad lgi mcm dlu
takan nyesal lgy cm dlu 


hidop penoh crite 
dan stiap tajuk terukir nama die
hanya die
stiap baris ayat
stiap kate²
stiap noktah
semua nye ad nama die


hanya die ..
yang aku cinta 
budak senget 
hahaha!


cinta ada kerana ada nye die :)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Aiyarkk ~ ari ari gado sama dy !

urghh ! ilove him ~
lalala ~
thts word i'd told him everyday .. every second without the tireless
every single day i miss him without complaning ...
i always keep the faith and feeling without complaning ..
without the tireless ..
to show that how much ilovehim , how much i care about him , how important he is to me .


urghh ! why he still didnt see what i've done for him !
urghhh !
im always try to do the best for him ,
to be as perfect as possible for him even though i was not able to .
why ?!! urghh !


syg ! why dont u see how much i love you ?!!
i really2 dont want to lose u .
i try to be as hard as possible to maintain our relationship .
but why we still disagree ?!!
why ?!!
i dont want to lose u .
i got high patient on u ,
im always succumb coz i dont want u feel u're useless .


syg .. its so mny time i'd been hurt bcoz of u .
but im still be patient . but why u cant be so to me ?
ngeee ~
i miss u .
miss u so much .
urghh ! 






 ISKANDAR CHE SAHAR                   
i miss you with all my heart 

Friday, March 11, 2011

Dewan Kanak² Spastik Johor Bahru (PART 2)

yaww ..  at 9 of march 2011 aku g tmpt bdk² spastik
emg sronok gilak kt sne ..
budak² sangat² chomeyll...
even dyowg kurg sihat dri segi fizikal .. n mental .. tp dyowg lgy peramah dry owg yg normal ..
sgt sronok mlyn adek² abg² n macek² kt situ .



tujuan ktowg dtg sne .. sbnr nye tok suai kenal..
ramah mesra ngn owg² n makhlok tuhan kt situ ..


tp ... ap yg ktowg uat kt situ ..
jauh gile dri tujuan sbnr
hahah
ktowg uat casting kt situ ..
gila bhaa tmpat dy kawa siott...
dengan model canon EOS .. ktowg pose cm model ta de offer
HAHA ,


gile besh ..! cikgu join skaki yaww ~
tenx to our photographer Ecah Photographer ang Art&Lensa Photography


 
 




cici sam

Dewan Kanak² Spastik Johor Bahru

yaww ..  at 9 of march 2011 kmk g tmpt owg2 spstik ..
emg sronok gilak kt sne ..
budak² sangat² chomeyll...
even dyowg kurg sihat dri segi fizikal .. n mental .. tp dyowg lgy peramah dry owg yg normal ..
sgt sronok mlyn adek² abg² n macek² kt situ .


unfortunely .. aku suda terbuad sowg mamat ni sawa .. huuuuu
:'(
ne ah taw dy ta ley over exicited . or malu mybe ..
aku just puji dy ncem .. n nk snap pict ngn dy ..
aduyai ..
tibe2 dy malu sgt² then got sawa at citu ..
aiyarkkk
aku takot gile ..
huuu ~
thnk god kwn dy tlg ..
tp tp ..
kwn dy yg tlg uh pon ukn sihat sgt ..
kai wheel chair jugekk
elak kn due² tersembam hihihih ~


trox tol aku . ta de sivik tol
ngee ~
nk sgt mintk maap kt dy . 
tp tp .. tkot dy sawan lek ..
HAHA 




cici sam

Friday, March 4, 2011

04.03.11

ngeee ...
mlm td an .. konflik skit ngn iska aww .
cian dy an .. ta masai kne pujok aku ..
dh nanges2 .. skali tibe2 bdn iska pns ..
cian dy ..


esok nye ..  bgon2 .. iska kne mawa ngn parents dy psl surat wrning dy .
cian uh pakwe aku ,,,
dh ah demam .. kne mawa lak ngn parents dy .
cian dy ,,,
ary ni ktowg btol2 ad prob ngn family an .. pling kesian iska uh ...
btol2 dy down ...


kdg2 an .. nasaeb aku ngn iska sume same aww ..
btol uh ktowg shati sjiwa skpale ..
aku ad prob .. dy kuat an smgt aku
dy down .. aku kuat an smngt dy ..
syg dy sgt2 doe ...

                                                                          iloveyoudamnmuch sygs !

kenape aku jdik cmni yawww!

saya ! yg bernme cici .. lately smakin trok perangai nye ye !
aku ta taw asl aku jdik cmni ..
emo gile
panas baran
cepat mengamok
especially bile parents kau mmbebel ..
perghhh! aku ta leyh trime lgsg siott .. aty ni rase nk mletop je an ... dh byk kali aku tumbok dinding smpai tgn drah n bengkak .. coz nk ilang an rase saket aty uh ..
ta nk mawa2 depan dyowg
kang akp aku ank derhaka plak an ..
aku ta leyh uhh
ag ag mak aku
knpe tah
rasae cm nk tikam je aty  ni an .. nk ilang an sket aty uhh
ngeee


ta taw ah kn setan mne dlm otak aku ni ..
ap tah nkk jdik ..
knpe aku ta leyh control kmrahan aku
nape aku makin jdik hot temper ..
ak ta nk kuajo uh ngn parents..
tp ta taw ah asl setiap perkataan yg kuar dari mulot dyowg uh cm bakar aty aku .. cm nk mngamok je rase ..


cmne uhh aku nk control bnde ni ..
tlg ahh !!!!